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Sunday, May 31, 2009.
I'm back from two days of work at Tampines Mall. Damn tired. Bumped into alot of ppl, mostly old friends. I saw an ex-lover yesterday and I was damnnn shocked. I trembled immediately and hid my face because he was staring straight at me and frens in the train. I'm not prepared to see his face. The worst thing thing was that I didn't have the guts to even smile at him, not because of guilt or hatred. I just felt lost and the pain rushed in instantly. Thank god he went out on the next stop and I knew the reason was because he wanted to avoid me too. Before that in the bus to TM, I already told Seri that I had this feeling I would get to meet him today, and there he appeared in the train 4 hours later when we were otw to Central to accompany Wei Qing for her short briefing. It's funny why the feelings are still there even after six months. Out of soo many people, he was the biggest regret and maybe I just can't forgive myself for screwing things up with such a good guy but life has to move on. I'm happy with my life now, and I know he is too. We've agreed on this path, there's no use for me to look back again.PS: I'm repeating superhuman over and over again.
