I'm sick and tired of,
Saturday, April 25, 2009.
all these quarrels
pretending nothing is wrong with us.
trying to make things work.
leaving things hanging.
trying to believe I have made the right choice.
constantly having to go to sleep with unwanted thoughts and dreams.
waking up and think that today would be better for the both of us.
Most of all, I'm sick and tired of the fact that we have to go through this heartache each day.

Nothing we do seem to work. I'm trying to understand you here, but why aren't you understanding me? You know I love you. Please change. I don't want another break-up or let you go again, because I'm sick and tired of that too.

Why do we love and hurt at the same time? We were once happy.. VERY.