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Wednesday, March 18, 2009.
Tonight...Will be the last night this pillow gets wet,
Will be the first night this girl grows stronger.
Will be the last night this heart aches,
Will be the first night this heart opens again.
Will be the last night she waits,
Will be the first night she shines.
When I think about all of this, it isn't worth it.. And I may have lost the best(you were then), but I believe there is better.. Because I realise that I have done nothing wrong but to try wake you up. Every lie you tell shall bounce back one day and I have slowly discovered each and every lie you have told. The truth always reveals itself.. And if I hadn't been out much, I would have thought that you were perfect and that I may not have understood you much.. I know.. That you're taking advantage of the fact that even after all of this, you thought I'd still be waiting but you're absolutely wrong. I'm getting better day by day.
I loved you too much this time round. It's been more than a month now and you're still so blinded. Maybe you'll realise all of this after today.. I have opened my eyes while yours are still closed. I hope my disappearance will bring you back to reality.. They are all just temporary. Twice is enough.. This heart has finally closed it's doors for you.. You have lost me today.
Take good care of yourself baby. I will miss you. Maybe not.
