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Sunday, March 01, 2009.
Parker by Automatic Loveletter (Thanks JY for recommending this band to me.)I was your fire once
You thought of me as your one true love
I got so mad and said things that later I would
Regret and regret and regret
Holding onto my chest and pounding 'til it turns purple
A breaking bow and the sound of a scream muffled by pillows
So don't so long and don't farewell
Hear me out now
I've just begun to say
Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far?
And I know that there's no one to blame
It's a sure given shame
Of my own that you don't remember
Sworn off blue lips
Kiss them warm
With love comes deep dark red and paper cuts
From letters I rewrite explaining how to fall in love
Well pictures inspire and songs never tire
And there's always clouds to float upon
Saving me best for last
Down for keeps up for grabs
We'll play stop and go
But it feels just like freeze tag
So I'll see you right
Applaud and encore
I'll be braver
Just you wait here 'til I say
Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far?
And I know that there's no one to blame
It's a sure given shame of my own
I'm naked once so don't think twice
Hold on
It's hard enough to bite my shy
Hold on
Hold on
Hold tight
Everyone I needed was there by my side tonight. Still, I felt so empty and drowned. I'm still not over your smiles, jokes, laughter, love, smses in the morning;afternoon;evening;night, the kisses and hugs goodbye, the minor quarrels, the joyful and frustrated tears- everything. I can make myself move on anytime, but not just yet. Please tell me it's not the end, because I don't want to hear those words ever again. Come home baby, before it's too late. Please, let's just forget the past and start over a new chapter, because I don't want to do this alone. It may not seem simple, but it is. We've done our wrongs together this time, what else is there to show? Open your heart this one last time and embrace me. Don't run away from your fears, because you'll face it again one day. It's now or never.
Don't leave me just yet.. sigh. -__-,
