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Friday, March 13, 2009.
I keep thinking of how things could/should have been. How much time and effort wasted in just a day's mistake.. It's too hurtful. I never imagined life without you. Well, maybe we've broken up a handful of times in these past three years but I've always had the advantage of having you around even though we're not together.. But now that you've turned away, I can feel the pinch of losing someone I have always loved. In this life of love, couples make mistakes time and again.. And why is that I am unforgivable for this one mistake whereas you have been forgiven 3 or more times. It's unfair to me, and to you. And is this love? Is a month not enough? There wasn't any third party involved, but it's still so hard for you to forgive. So you told me to move on.. But the tears and long pause. Why? Why think so much about what others have to say? Why think so much of your pride? Why let such a beautiful thing go? I am stupid.... hais. I've gotta stop thinking of you. I think I might be suffering short-term depression. Please don't mind me. Goodbye. This phase will pass by soon enough. Every phase does. All that's left are memories for us to keep for eternity or fade away, whichever comes first.. In a month, you told me you didn't love me anymore.. I just cannot believe it.
