The unwilling/willing sacrifices and promises we've made under the stars, you had to throw and break them all away. I'm left with a very small piece of hope that somehow, happiness lies ahead in this road that has grown too cold and dark. And the agony of trying to get over it as soon as possible is tiring and terrifying, because I do not know what lies ahead. I don't need guidance. Just give me a few days and I will be okay. I've been through this many times, that I have somehow understood the definition of the term end.. Yes, I love you but what will become of us later after all the destruction we have caused to each other. "It's great to be in love, but heartbreak is two times worse." A wise friend consoled. Love is beautiful, but maybe, just maybe, I am not prepared for it yet. And maybe, I should have let go long ago but what lessons would I learn then? This emotional abuse is too much for me to handle this time round, but I'll be strong. I still have a very long way to go, and this isn't what I need for now.

The pillow's gonna get wet tonight.