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Thursday, January 29, 2009.
You know, even though how hard you try to read me, you'll never know what I'm really thinking unless I tell you.
I'm neither good at showing my feelings, nor even hiding them.
I think too much at times because I can never come up with answers.
My feelings and thoughts change everyday.
I tend to speak and think alot with my mind more than my heart.
I tell people off if I don't like their actions, only if I really care about them.
I hurt people more than they have hurt me.
I call people idiots because I love them.
I let my own mistakes beat me up too much, all the time.
I wrong myself even when I'm right.
I'm not easy but I'm not that hard.
I may show that I'm interested, but the fact is I'm not.
I may tell you things, but that doesn't mean I trust you.

I'm diffident, but I tend to show the opposite most of the time.

So DON'T ever once in your own fucked up life, make assumptions about me, because the fact is you do not know me at all.