Final letters of regret,
Friday, December 26, 2008.
Flashbacks..Memories..
Remembrance..
Traces..
Thoughts..
Love..
Portraits..
Happiness..
Commitment..
Dedication..
Sincerity..
Faith..
Power..
Chemistry..
Longing..
Pain..
US.
I gotta erase all of them fast. Because I don't deserve all these. So do you. I'll drown them all into the ocean if I could, but I know I this heart doesn't have the ability to do that; only time does.
I pray that she's right for you because I know you are a good man of deservance, deep down inside. I believe that you're loyal and faithful, just that I didn't realise it soon enough. I just hope you will not cause much hurt to her as what you have done to me. She deserves the best of you.
This heart will only open once to you. Never again, because all we had is broken like shattered glass. And if you happen to cross the same streets, and do the same things, remember that I was with you there once. I was embracing you at those very places once. I remember you once told me that it doesn't matter about how much time we spend, but how much happiness we share. Well, you indeed brought happiness back into my life at that time. Maybe that's the reason for my resistance to let go. Undoubtly, you're one of the greatest gift I got yet the biggest mistake I made. I shouldn't have played games in the first place, because I was the one who ended up getting played when I was really serious. Look's like God loves you more. It doesn't matter. I believe that every bitter encounter will lead to happiness, which is so happening right now. I've learnt my lesson. Just watch me. I'll pick myself up fully soon enough.
You'll always see dry eyes even when this heart is bleeding. =)
