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Thursday, November 27, 2008.

Exams and projects due tomorrow and next week. I am starting to feel the pressure. ARGH.
I keep getting opportunities to model.
Its been 3 times this month that someone came up to me to model for them; Toni & Guy, Imodels, and CreateTalents. We all know about Create Talents. I can't count how many times those China people came up to me. Bullshit. I don't know about Imodels though. I went for Toni & Guy. It's basically the launch of new hairstyles or something like that and such an exciting experience. Won't show you the rest of the pictures. MALU. Furthermore, my hair wasn't nice at all. lol. I know, I know. Don't laugh. -___-''
I've been thinking. I do not have the looks nor the figure, so why me? I feel like a fool if you were to compare me with other models, whatmore international ones. It's really making me turn as vain as ever. I can't help but look at the mirror each time and laugh at myself if I did believe I am that pretty. But I can't wait to colour my hair. Any ideas people?


To that special someone:
Oh my life
Is changing everyday
In every possible way
And Oh my dreams
It's never quiet as it seems
Never quiet as it seems
I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be
La
I want more (impossible to ignore)
I want more (impossible to ignore)
And they'll come true (impossible not to do)
And they'll come true (impossible not to do)
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me

Dreams by Cranberries.
:)