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Wednesday, October 08, 2008.
I swear it's killing me. It amazes me somehow about what some people can do to make a lot of difference in my life in such little time. And someone I barely know can bring so much joy and pain. My mind is telling me to run but my heart is holding back from moving forward. And I know that I've been lying to myself alot these past few days. I just don't know what's right anymore.I heard this once,"You are the only one who can create your own happy ending." Things happen unexpectedly and it's too late to take a chance. I chose this road. There's no turning back because a hole has been created. I'll have to deal with that fact. Yes, for the umpteenth
time, I had to let that chance pass by me.
"It's better to be loved, than to love."
Uncertainty got the best of me.
