,
Friday, September 19, 2008.
If only these steps I take will always lead me towards the right direction every time.
I don't want to make the same mistakes over and over again.
Life continuously puts me down and brings me up.
I am not ready for all these.
I am not ready.
Shouldn't I be carefree?
sigh.
It's okay.
I'll continue to put on a fake smile
till I find true happiness again.

The problem is now, whether I should wait or search for it.
Because I'm tired of both.
Press rewind please.
I don't want to make the same mistakes over and over again.
Life continuously puts me down and brings me up.
I am not ready for all these.
I am not ready.
Shouldn't I be carefree?
sigh.
It's okay.
I'll continue to put on a fake smile
till I find true happiness again.

The problem is now, whether I should wait or search for it.
Because I'm tired of both.
Press rewind please.
