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Tuesday, June 24, 2008.
What I've done, is it plainly because of revenge? I'm still very much confused actually. I tell people I'm happy but deep down inside, I don't know what the hell I'm doing or feeling. Whether I've made the right desicion, I'm still searching for the answer. I simply cannot forget everything you've done to me even after much attempts. Trying to push away the memories of every hurtful thing you have done after we've broken up ends up making me even more hurt. The bruised heart, the tears, the endless nights, the nightmares, the desperation, the force to move on, the way you dragged me out from your life, the motivation I got, the guys that came along, the friends that stood by me, the calls I received when I finally had the courage to move on, the way you wanted to come back, the way u regretted, everything. I feel soo stupid. :'(
