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Tuesday, October 09, 2007.
these nights, i lay alone in the dark where i cry my heart out for a love that has vanished in a mere instance. away from the presence of anyone else, i think of you and everything else so often. its so hard to go out with another guy even as friends because i am so used to being with you all the time. i wonder if you still hold on to your promises because i remember them all so vividly. ive made a mistake of playing the game of love. now that ive lost everything, you happily enjoy freedom with friends and other girls. even so, i constantly pray that you're happy and safe always. i dun need empathy or anything else. ill manage these feelings on my own. meanwhile, i would like to apologise to those whom ive been avoiding from meeting lately. i just want to be with frens and family. they are most important to me now. give me time.
