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Monday, July 16, 2007.
todae i had O level malay listening comprehension. the questions were kinda TRICKY! sorry i havent been updating this blog ppl. been up to alot of things lately. my schedule's packed almost everydae.

NOTE- TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO DID NOT ATTEND SERI'S BIRTHDAE PARTY, U MISSED A WHOLE LOT OF GREAT FUN. HAHA. well.. at least i enjoyed it!

carrying on... O levels seem to be gettin nearer and it's sending shivers down my spine. i feel like i have no hope but there aint no harm tryin my best for this exam. when i reminisce the past; all the past three years ive wasted doing non-worthy things, im regretting every single moment of it. now im struggling hard and stressing myself up just to try to keep up wid my secondary 4 topics. omg. i should have studied hard, mixed with the right friends and not let my secondary life go to waste. but im grateful that i realised this early and hope things will get better. now, the friends i mix with are far greater than the past ones. yet, ive lost alot of dearly loved friends who have made my daes happy and fun n i kinda miss them. i believe that everyone, even gangsters, do really have a good heart. its only that they have different views of how they want to enjoy their lives. the one i miss most is my cousin. god knows where she is now but i hope she's fine. somehow, the guilt is still in me. if i wasnt so selfish, thought more about changing myself to be a better person and abandoning her to mix with stupid ppl, i think i could have changed the way she is now. i noe i could have done something but i let her drift far away into the midst of tragedy and drugs. haha. and yeah, to all of u who noes i have an 'abg angkat' and have been mocking me, i would like to announce that me and him have nothing to do with each other anymore. just normal frens or maybe worse. haha. i will not continue this topic abt him and how we turned out to be this wae, but i just hope he's happy wid his girlfren whom he loves so dearly and will sacrifice everything so as not to lose her. yeah. i tink ill end it here now. ill update whenever im free alrite! smooches. =)