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Monday, May 28, 2007.
i have learnt alot of things in life. especially frens. true frens are hard to find. they're like precious diamonds you have to search and it doesnt take a dae to find them. it takes months, sometimes even years to find that true one. ive met alot of frens this past 15 and a half years. and i feel that everyone has their own speciality. some of them are like pieces of shit who make use of you and your money, some stab u right in the back without you noticing it,some steal your boyfirends, some are too desperate and some who are just plain bitches. yes. ive met them all. ive met friends who had left me and came back when they have no one left. so if you're planning to be a bitch of the kinds ive stated above, pls leave coz u'll never be welcome. like a quote a good fren of mine once said, "im a pillow for everyone to fall back on". i feel that these people dont deserve anythin at all. they should just be dumped in the dustbin and never be searched for again. seriously, i dun really give a damn about losing all of my other frens 'coz i already found a true one whom has sticked with me thru all these years. it only takes one fren to make everything right again you see. and if you dont appreciate it and start waking up, u'll lose someone that will one dae be the most precious one u have ever found. yes, we all have our similarities and differences but u must accept it coz you are not perfect yourself. and yeah, i believe that one should never talk behind their close friends' back. its just too bitchy you see. i mean the world has already judged that girls do gossip alot. yes,we do gossip abt frens sometymes but not when they're already close to us! seriously, we cant blame ourselves. but we're not like men who tells that person straight in the face abt how bad his or her attitude is. in a wae, gossiping is healthy as you will tend to get over it once you've let it out and at the same tyme, u wun hurt the person's feelings. at the same tyme, its a bad thing coz, yes, gossiping. even so, frens are the ones who make u happy when ure down, share all the happy moment with you throughout your years of high school and some stay frens for more than half of their lifetime. that is so cool. its not wrong to meet new friends. of coz, everyone needs new friends to keep themselves from boredom but never once neglect the ones who has once made a difference in your lives. its the worst thing you can ever do. show gratitude to those who deserve it pls but throw away all the rotten eggs. u dun deserve them and they dun deserve you too.. seriously, i hope this post of mine will make you start thinking abt wad you wanna be in your social life. and yes, make you regret for forgettin the ones that had once been someone important to you or was there for you when you were in need. i feel that these people should never be forgotten. even if one day, u guys eventually find new friends and move on in life, the least you could do is remember these people in your heart and tell your new friends abt them. at least you wont be some ungrateful brat u see. haha. ok. im done giving my point of view. thank you for takin your time to read this. =)

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