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Tuesday, October 17, 2006.
im startin werk at customer service centre at toa payoh..quite fun and easy job ar... but only made one fren so far.. haha..
me n ma frens are startin to drift apart bcoz all of us are werkin...
i now understand y ma sister saes dat when u start werkin, u ll never be as close wid ur frens like last tyme..
yeah.. i guess its rite..
im been going through an emotional state dis past few daes and i dunno y...
i guess im too stress abt ma studies, too scared that ill retain next year and to make things worse ma hair sucks. and the worst part of all is that the ppl around dun understand me.. and they'll ask me wads wrong. EERGH!!
is it bcos i didnt tell them?
or is it jus bcos dey dun understand..i take ma studies seriously and i blame maself fer not concentratin in class fer the whole year. i created this mess..
now im regrettin every single ting..
i need to get out, enjoy and forget abt these stupid things. they dun understand never mind. let me understand and mend myself.
