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Friday, September 15, 2006.
things have changed alot. we're not the same anymore. i dun wanna fite everydae nimore. i dun wanna be hurt anymore. i juz want us to be happie like last tyme. now i feel that both of us just cant forget the mistakes we made and dragged it all the wae to make things worse. both of us just cant get along together like last tyme. maybe its becoz of the dae when it involved ma sis n ma mum when u started to change. haix. if it didnt happen that wae we wud still be as happie as last tyme. wed be laughing whenever we met. wed be a sweet couple. i want all that back. i dun want us to be tis wae. i loved u fer u but since that incident things have changed alot. haix.
i shudnt have made that mistake sey. now both of us noe that we will never last. now both of us noe that things will never be the same nimore. maybe ure tired of me. maybe ure bored. u wanna try other gerls. go ahead and do whatever u want, coz if one dae i cant take it nimore, id leave u fer good and then ull be happie to do all those stuff singles do.but if one day u miss the daes and sweet moments we shared together, things will be different.
i wun be the same gerl who will tolerate all the shit uve done in the past nimore. ill be rebellious towards u. no more giving in ok. ekin's gonna be mean to you. so when there is still time, pls tink it thru before makin ure final decision.
before ma feelinz change, i want u to mend ur waes first. i want u to realise ur mistakes first. i want u to understand the hurt that ive gone thru tryin to make tis relationship werk.
i want u to realise the sacrifices ive made fer u fer the past nine months. its alot ok. much more than u think. ive lost alot of cherished frens bcoz of u n theres more than juz dat. pls ar.. haix...
PLEASE CHANGE..
