MA DAE. july 25th 06,
Tuesday, July 25, 2006.
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A LOT of things happened to me these daes.
firstly, ma CLOSE fwen betrayed me, shes changed alot. i dunno wad happened to her. did sumone knock her head on the wall?? she was trying to be *NICE* to dis guy whom was heartbroken abt me. she helped him and sided him instead of me who has been her fren since primary skool. she tinks abt his feeling more than mine and let him use her to make me jelous. And as ma frenz and i had assumed, now dat guy has developed feelings fer her and i tink ma fren feels the same wae too. she managed to make him like her. ma own fwen. y couldnt she be nice to other guys?? y muz she pick dat guy out of the rest to be nice? when shes around guys, shes TOTALLY different. she knows dat i have feelings for this guy and yet she can do tis to me. maybe she doesnt have enuf attention from her guy dats y she goes around guys who give gerls more attention den they cud ever nid.
but never mind. i hope they're happie. i dun wanna destroy their happiness coz maybe im to blame.. i hurt dat guy too much ready.. i hopes he's happie wid ma fwen.. there's alot of tings dat ma fwen had done dis past few daes. sumtimes i feel like kickin her butt so dat she can wake up and be more mature. i dun mean to backstab but i really cant stand her nimore. haix!
but even though shes done dis to me, i still care abt her alot but she dun seem to understand. all she wants is freedom. but puhleeease lah tink abt your family and frens gal! wad ure doin now is affecting so many people. i luv u but please change fer the good lah. not for the worse.
SO MUCH FOR TRUE FREN. DUN TRUST SUMONE TOO MUCH.
abt ma guy, ive decided to give him a very last chance.
if he still wants to stay the same, den ill be leaving fer good.
i hope he does change coz becoz of him, ive lost alot of precious people juz fer the sake of him.
hopefully, things will change around soon enuf.
im trying to be as understanding as i can and putting all ma patience on him. maybe its becoz of love that makes u stay wid the person even though how badly he treats u.
hopes he'll appreciate wad ive done fer him all this while.
well lets stop talking abt stupid and sad tings. todae i had skul as usual...
was very tired as i slept fer 5 hrs only. after skul i went to have lunch at compass point wid ma darlink yaya.. we ate, as usual, the famous chicken rice.. lol.
after dat we went to blk 258 to complete our hw. i had no hw. she had. heek. and then a group of mat2 from ite bedok passed by us and sat at the opposite blk where we could see each other clearly. i was shy but acted as usual. me and yaya made stupid faces dat made us laugh till our stomachs hurt. den suddenly the mats came to us and one of them which was cutest among all enquired our names. suddenly all of them were surrounding us and sat beside us. i was embaressed and looked away all along the conversation. yaya was the only one talking. i felt stupid at that tyme. lol. den suddenly he asked us if they were disturbing us and yaya said yes. lol. then they all stood up and walked away embaressedly. after they were a few metres away, i was so stupid to have said bye at them. the cute guy then waved at me and i waved back. he asked fer ma number and acted stupid thinkin he was askin fer yaya's no. . then he came back and asked fer ma number again and i said no. dat im attached. and then his frens started laughin at him. lol. they walked away again which was in a different direction towards c.p. and te guy kept on turning back and giving me flying kisses. thats when i felt really disgusted. eww... but overall it was funnie lah. i couldnt stop tinkin abt the incident until now. dat guy was cute lah but i never regretted not givin ma number coz i noe if i did and ma guy found out, id be dead meat.. lol.
till here. i tink ive written too much and u guys probably didnt finish reading.. haha.. nevermind.. tkcre people.. ill be updating soon! :)
