its him im tokin abt!,
Thursday, June 15, 2006.

Im in love! im in love! but im not sure if hes the one fer me. i aint sure if he loves me. i aint positive if he is serious wid me even though all tis while! i juz wanna be wid him. im really serious wid him. never been tis serious before.. those who have known me shud noe enuf. but im scared of bein hurt again. i cant possibly got thru all the pain i once encountered before. it really hurts. i dun want it nimore.
Maybe tis is puppy love but i hope it becomes REAL love. i cant live without him by ma side. hes ma everytink! ive never felt tis feeling before. last tyme i was strong and resentful towards guys but since i met him everytink changed. i juz hope he'll make me forget ma ex FULLY one dae. he may not be the perfect guy im looking fer but he makes me smile everytime. i hope he doesnt make use of ma softness. i aint gonna give it all to him. i have ma own pride. we juz nid to learn to communicate more. dats the only tink im seekin fer from him rite now. without communication, im sure it wun last. i dun wanna be in tis relationship if we dun have communication and respect as our first priority.

well guess dats it.. takin care! ill update soon...
bye!